Monday, August 8, 2011

Burnt out from college?

Well I'll give you some info on myself. I'm a senior by credits but this is the end of my 3rd year. I'm a physics student, and to say the least ... I used to love physics and everything to do with it. As of right now I want nothing to do with it ... I typically don't go to any of my physics classes because I have no motivation and I hate my professor. Funny story is that I got stuck with the same shitty professor for three semesters, ... of whom has a nack for taking a subject you dearly love and turning it into something you hate. Everyday is a test, everyday another homework assignment, another problem to solve, another paper to write. Not only do I pay money to do work at school, but then I have to take my work home with me only to worry about being marked for all the mistakes and such that I made on the last homework assignment. Perfection is constantly demanded, and I have to compete with those students of whom get perfect grades do to their tireless efforts. Well I don't have tireless efforts, I want to relax and have fun. Not stress out all the time about being graded like cattle only to have to jump the next huddle. I can't even get a real job with physics, and I totally regret not doing engineering. So unfortunately the only thing that seems to be on my mind right now is getting into graduate school as fast as possible for EE and then getting out as fast as possible to start working. I hate school because its always a competition with everyone. I'm pretty sure anyone is capable of doing any kind of work as so long as they're trained for it , which why I find it ridiculous that people go to 4 years to get a bachelors and another 4 years for a masters just so they can forget everything they did and work on one easy specific thing that would have taken only a couple of months to train for. I don't want to do my homework tonight, I don't want to study for those aweful exams, and I don't want to go to summer school. I just want to go home to vegas where I belong. But I can't because life sucks and you have to put up with this stupid **** just to get your foot in the door/ employable.

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